LOve and its Essense

A lot of times i am tempted to write my own love struggles and story. of course i wanted to come up with a journal of my own. Who says its not possible? It is, if you want to share your story, your pain and your own definition of love. Well at my modest way, heres my essence of love:

Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, because love doesn't have to end at all. a man realized he wanted his love back not wanting to be hurt again. the girl said "no." the man cried out to God, "if it was meant to be, why did i lose her?" God replied, "you didn't lose her...you let her go!" when you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits.


it's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride. i can't choose who i'm going to love, but i also can't just love who chooses to love me... and you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as i can't blame you for not learning to love me. "how can i say goodbye to someone i never had? why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? why is that i miss someone i was never with and i ask why i love someone who's love was never mine?" it's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds... but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call..............magic! don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season. love them like a river because a river flow forever... "love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again" the most cruel thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall! (and vice versa!) "Work like you don't need the money, Love like you've never been hurt, Dance like you do, when nobody is watching.

HOSTAGE DRAMA

It was like an action movie or shooting for an action movie, that what i think when i watched last night hostage crises, seems like it was just directed by a director, every move was counted and every scenarios were like very movie inspired. Well, im not in the position to judge the consequence of last nights action, i am not either in the position to comment on anything that i guess was a lapsed as the end up turned to be so bloody. However as an ordinary citizen who was able to monitored the 11 hour hostage drama, i felt the urged to comment and write reviews on my personal portal. First on the cops, i dont think they have proper trainings or were they trained at all considering that their whole group was even not able to do the right move to ONE suspect, isnt it hilarious? as cops they should have the right strategy to the given set-up, i am really really really disappointed to what had happened last night. Second, as what all of us wanted to know, who instructed those policemen to get the brother of Capt. Mendoza which aggravates the situation, for sure they knew that the bus has television and that the suspect can monitor whats happening their, arent they stupid making a scenario that will just make the situation worst. I mean its all common sense. First as authority to protect the lives of those endangered, they should have the goal to save every live in the hostage crises and saving means putting a situation in control. They all knew that Gregorio Mendoza was in an emotional breakdown and that press and cameras were already focusing on him so why would these policemen be on trap of putting a picture of like getting Mendoza in force when they knew that there are lives that his borther the suspect is having to be traded. Theyre all stupid, really. I couldnt help my words from that coz there are 7 lives that has been sacrficed due to the stupidity again of our beloved cops.

Another Reason To Celebrate

There is another reason to celebrate now, its because my younger brother has a new job already, i asked my former colleague to let him in and bravo, he phoned me yesterday and told me that he is hired, he is not the typical staff, he is the coordinator of the agency which is likely great opportunity for him, he will just oversee the crew and do the necessary disciplines over them. Im proud that there ia a new blessings to us, thank God for bringing good things to us and for always surprising us.

Quiet Sunday

Seems like sunday for me is like a rest day and a bond with my room, yes it is especialy if youre far away from your family,. coz whenever we are at home, we usually have a great time together, my mom will cook delicious foods and shared great lunch time together but now that we are away from them, its like a normal day for us, my brother and i decided to dine out together and we ate our favorite "lechon", actually lechon in our place is far more delicious than here and quite crispy but no choice at all, we also talked with my sister and just had a short conversation, she was happy because i bring her new Victorias Secret and now she enjoying it well, she asked me if i could buy her new Havaianas when i go home this September for my birthday. I missed my sister really coz she not only a sister to me, shes also a bestfriend.

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Love is just not enough

As the songs says. " Sometimes Love is just aint enough"

There's a danger in loving somebody too much and its sad to know its your heart you CANT trust. Thats very true, sometimes out of nowhere we make decisions out of our present blancing of things for instance getting married, because of what we are feeling at that moment we try to do stupid things out of that feeling and we realize at the end we were completely wrong. Its definitely too hard to give up when you knew he is the very reason of your existence.

I love You; Goodbye

I knew sometimes when we go back to the things we did in the name of love, there will come a time when we did get tired and suddenly think, is he worth it?. Is the person youre fighting for, worth of the pain, miseries and heartaches that you re facing with because of him. Wait, when can we say that he is worth of it? and when can we say that he is not?. I knew standards vary depending on the personality of the person but if its the real emotions that we are talking with, its LOVE - then it conquers all, swallow the pride and just conquer everything. But suddenly. 2 to 3 years from now youll be awake by the sad realization that he was not worth of what you give up. Maybe in this life of ours, its very hard to say we have find the one coz its still going to be a harder turmoil.

Last night my peace of mind was disturbed when i read from my ex status that he is already married. Disturbed in the sense that maybe there are still feelings left for him, there is still a part of me that hope for us because its just few months since we parted ways and mending a broken heart does not just happen overnight, it takes a lot of effort to forget him and all our memories that we shared. Of course, it is also true that i was hurt by the news and somehow i feel that my heart was grieving. Yes, he was not the perfect man that has come in my life, yes he has lots of shortcomings and maybe a lot of things that made me cry a lot BUT he was the only man who made me feel that i am a woman. We shared a lot of great memories together including this blog, this blog was created out of my blue days, in the midst of our fights and in the midst of a normal ups and downs as couple. This became my online diary of things that we did, things he has done and things he havent done for me and for us.

It was just few months before we decided to end the relationship and out of nowhere i texted him, i asked him if he still loves me and he says "yes' and that he says that our relationship was still the best he ever had, and same with me. For almost 2 years of being together, i have made my life with him and have learned to live my life with him not only in the past but i wished to have a future with him and now when i recall his promises and when i think of what he says, i couldnt help but cry. I have loved him so much, so much that anyone has loved a woman. But i guess i dont have a choice for now, our fate did not want us to be together no matter how we try. no matter how best i tried. Life is simply a road full of bumps and bitterness. I am bitter, yes. but this is the best thing i can ever do with my love for him, to set him free and to be happy even if his happiness mean im not part of it.Its love and this time , love means goodbye.

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Thank God

Thank you God for settings all things right, thank u for being there always and for all the blessings and tests that came in my way. I really have lots of things to be gratify with,

1. thank u for making my family in tact for their love and support.
2. Thanks u for giving me wonderful blessings always
3. Thank u that i always feel your presence everyday, it may not be so perfect always but still its worth livin for.
4. Thank u for guiding me for bring me wonderful friends, true people within me.
5. Thank u for giving me a great love
6. Thank u for the gift of life and good health always
7. thank u for bringing my life extra special.